Regrets

September 22nd 2007 by nuk in rainbow wednesday

GiftLast night it was my best friend’s birthday and we got out and eat a big pizza and had fun. I bought him the pinky pig speaker! He will love it or i’ll kick his balls :) Before going home, he was baltering about what gift should he buy for my birthday. “nothing”, i told him. I explained him that he did so much for me, he changed me, he was always there when i needed him (or not). He helped me gave up smoking, drinking and i told him how much that meant to me, that it means milion times more than any funny little gift, and that i admire him so much. He was surprised, i was surprised like hell too cause i never ever told someone how much it means to me having it there, besides me. And…today, i remembered i should’ve done the same 2 years ago, i tought all would’ve changed, but it would’ve been only for the best, i tought i would look weak and i didn’t told what i was feeling. I had a big chance, i missed it like an idiot that i am. So if you didn’t understood anything of the above (because of my english or whatever reason), just tell what you feel, it will make you feel much better.

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4 Responses to “Regrets”

  1. aki

    yeah

  2. WhenIDreamOfLove

    does no one say wht they feel, i would if i wasnt so alone here

  3. Amber

    You need to expres your feeling’s in some sort of way. If it makes you feel better, I am in the same situation…only not the party and fun eating pizza part…Im vegan. Anyway, now I lost my best friend. Just show him how much he means to you, give him roses our something, be there for him, and hug him. Just be the best you ever could to him.

  4. Rubytron.x

    I am in this situation too, exept I have only know the dude for 3 days :s But he already means the world to me.
    You sound like a really sweet person <3
    All you have to do is just be there for him, whenever he needs you.

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